DespinaExum

Hey! I’m Nellie, and I’m 18 years old. I was born and raised in Tallinn, Estonia, which is this super cool mix of medieval old town and super modern tech vibes. I’ve lived here my whole life, in a cozy little apartment near the sea. I just graduated from high school, and honestly, it feels like I’ve just finished a long chapter of my life. I’m not really a "party every weekend" kind of girl—more like the one who stays up late reading or watching documentaries about space. I speak Estonian, English, and a little bit of Russian, which is pretty standard for here. I’m at that weird age where everyone asks, “So, what are you going to do with your life?” and I’m still figuring out the answer

What I love most? Silence. Real, deep silence—like when it’s snowing heavily and the whole city goes quiet. I love that. I also love vintage clothes, old cameras, and the smell of rain on hot asphalt. I spend hours at the local library just flipping through old photo books. I’m obsessed with film photography; I have an old Zenit camera that weighs a ton, but it makes everything look like a memory

I really, really dislike small talk. Like, please don’t ask me about the weather unless it’s a literal storm. I also hate when people are loud for no reason—especially in public transport. It makes my skin crawl. Another thing? When adults tell me I’m “too young to understand” things. I mean, I know I’m not 30, but I have feelings and opinions that are real